I push my soul,
I push my mind, body, and every aching bit of me
To go on. Keep on.
Life is very long.
I push my mind, body, and every aching bit of me
To go on. Keep on.
Life is very long.
October 13, 2012
December 24, 2011
I now Remember
Why I considered forgiveness a sin. I realized that I hurt like the lesser mortals whose queries I used to solve and whose thoughts I used to touch. I realized I bled, I realized I felt, I realized that ultimately this was all about me, me and me, and no one else.
Once more with feeling.
Again here it is, and I stand here. A writer creates out of misery, I created out of boredom, sadness, grief and often enough, wonder. I somehow have lost that sense of enchantment. Maybe time has eroded those wide eyed daze from my eyes and left me blinking in the light... light which is perhaps too harsh for me to handle, and so I leave for the dark.
The forest and the glades and the seas of my memories beckon me. I often think of losing myself there. I remember seeing a lot of those people I love, loved, miss, missed, need, needed in them, and I know, they are all mine to keep. Those little memories and patches of glory are mine, all mine, and no, I will not share.
It is with this spirit I wish myself adieu for now. It is time for me. A lot of times I have realized that the concept of death is both physical as well as mental. However, death to me is revival and renewal, and yes, once again, I am renewed. The mortal me is dead once again and risen from its own ashes, unforgettable and often quirky, with a new face to hide behind, and a new challenger who would try to take it down.
Dare I disturb the universe? I dare?
In the lands of my dreams, and the forests of my wanting, dare is all I have left of this game, and so I shall be.
Once more with feeling.
Again here it is, and I stand here. A writer creates out of misery, I created out of boredom, sadness, grief and often enough, wonder. I somehow have lost that sense of enchantment. Maybe time has eroded those wide eyed daze from my eyes and left me blinking in the light... light which is perhaps too harsh for me to handle, and so I leave for the dark.
The forest and the glades and the seas of my memories beckon me. I often think of losing myself there. I remember seeing a lot of those people I love, loved, miss, missed, need, needed in them, and I know, they are all mine to keep. Those little memories and patches of glory are mine, all mine, and no, I will not share.
It is with this spirit I wish myself adieu for now. It is time for me. A lot of times I have realized that the concept of death is both physical as well as mental. However, death to me is revival and renewal, and yes, once again, I am renewed. The mortal me is dead once again and risen from its own ashes, unforgettable and often quirky, with a new face to hide behind, and a new challenger who would try to take it down.
Dare I disturb the universe? I dare?
In the lands of my dreams, and the forests of my wanting, dare is all I have left of this game, and so I shall be.
August 16, 2011
I hoard these moments...
Because I know that I cannot hold them to me and make them a series of memories which I can relive. I cannot, and I accept that. Maybe, in this fraught hour as I look back and see the faces and the stories and think, I believe that I can perhaps be more forgiving to myself for my many lapses, and to others for theirs.
June 19, 2011
Day 30: Your Favourite Song At This Time Last Year
This time last year I was going through a weird phrase with Chris Brown in it.
June 18, 2011
June 17, 2011
Day 28: A Song That Makes You Feel Guilty
This song often does. I associate it with something that perhaps only one other person in the world would understand.
Bangla - Tomar Ghore Boshot Kore Koyjona
Bangla - Tomar Ghore Boshot Kore Koyjona
June 16, 2011
Day 27: A Song That You Wish You Could Play
I wish I could play this.
Iron Maiden - Hallowed be thy name
Iron Maiden - Hallowed be thy name
June 15, 2011
Day 26: A Song That You Can Play On An Instrument
I can Proudly say I can play this with a Harmonium.
Harano Sur - Tumi Je Amar.
Harano Sur - Tumi Je Amar.
June 14, 2011
June 13, 2011
June 12, 2011
Day 23: A Song That You Want To Play At Your Wedding
If I have a choice, then I want this song to play at my wedding. With my luck, I will probably get Bismillah Khan er sanai er recording.
It will be "Hai Hai Saat Paake Bnadha poiro na" by Angshuman. I could not find the song in Youtube.
It will be "Hai Hai Saat Paake Bnadha poiro na" by Angshuman. I could not find the song in Youtube.
June 11, 2011
June 10, 2011
Day 21: A Song That You Listen To When You’re Happy
Out of all the Songs, this one gives me joy!
Owl City - Fireflies.
"I'd like to make myself believe,
The planet earth turns, slowly..."
Owl City - Fireflies.
"I'd like to make myself believe,
The planet earth turns, slowly..."
June 09, 2011
June 08, 2011
Day 19: A Song From Your Favourite Album
This is possibly one of the first albums I got because I adored this song.
I used to know all the words to this song. Baba Sehgal. Dil Dhadke. My first proper crush.
I used to know all the words to this song. Baba Sehgal. Dil Dhadke. My first proper crush.
June 07, 2011
Day 18: A Song That You Wish You Heard On The Radio
Aisha - Shaam
Beautiful. I can't find this on the radio often enough.
June 06, 2011
Day 17: A Song That You Hear Often On The Radio
I think I want to hear this particular song more. Even though its EVERYWHERE.
June 05, 2011
June 04, 2011
June 03, 2011
Day 14: A Song That No One Would Expect You To Love
Actually, no one knows I like Jigoku Shoujo, or the fact that this song is my favorite.
Sakasama No Chou - Blue (Jigoku Shoujo Opening Theme)
Sakasama No Chou - Blue (Jigoku Shoujo Opening Theme)
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