I don't know. I just tried it. It does not work apparently.
It is still not alright. How can I make it better? How can I make it better? I ask myself over and over again.
Oh no, oh no ohno.... I will lose another friend. I cannot lose another friend. I cannot. It is going to be too much for me to bear it this time. How can I breathe? I cannot breathe now... I cannot breathe if I lose you. But don't you know you are a part of me now, and parts of me cannot be broken apart like that?
Don't break me. Don't break me.
Just. Please. Don't.