A Liar's Guide to the Dreams..

In the dead of the night, the dreams come in one by one. They cling to you with soft acceptance, and they know it all..

These are the dreams which leave a note of remembrance. They cling to our tongues like a bittersweet delight.

They feel familiar, though their flavour melts in the mouth... and taste distinctly unusual.

November 23, 2007

One Hundredth Post

Nothing too fancy.

Its been quite a long time.

And I have been confined within the words.

Ah well.

Hop on.

So what was on my list again?

Oh yes, my days. The butt ends that remain of it are quite calm actually. I have forgotten how it was when a certain someone would make nasty comments and watch me suffer, I have forgotten the unsuspecting "Tag" that someone would unerringly put on me.

Now I have become very mental. This room sort of does that to me. Its around 10 x 12 feet and it really kills me sometimes though it has 7 windows that are kept open all day.

Its the nights I dread most of the times. I remember everything then.

But I have fun too. I fail to see Britney Spears waving back at me from a mirror or read too many fanfics and have nightmares.... but I do things that make me laugh. Here I must tell you that I have finished reading a few books that I always wanted to read but did not have the time... and they are bleddy awesome... including Jeanette Winterson's Tanglewreck and Kenilworth Whisp's Quidditch Through the Ages. Someone please send me a copy of Pratchett's Making Money and I will be eternally grateful.

And I am officially in a relationship. With two men. Who have devoted themselves to me. Thank You Dhruva and Swayam, you two make me feel like I can do something once I get off this room.

And no, I do NOT require a shrink, or a therapist. Its all good.

Its this room I tell you. Should not have let the Mother clean it. Now I cant find a single thing and all my stuffs are in Packets and in Racks....


anuj said...

My bags are generally packed, since last yr .. I mean I dont really take the stuff out nd put it in the closet ..thy seem to fit well in the bag, and out of the reach of dust n filth .. its sort of the bag is the 'NEW' closet ..

I have to read a book too .. I mean finish it .. I will !!

panu said...

Hmmm. Ah well, you know how the story goes of closets and scary people living inside it...

If you dont i am not telling you.

March Hare said...

It's all good? :P

Dhruva influencing you quite a LOT i see! :P

panu said...

Yes I know.

He has. For what end I do not know, though.

rainbeau_peep said...

This is ridiculous. He got "It's all good" from me!!! he fleeced it off me and now everyone thinks it's his original!!!!

nohow, i want Tanglewreck. Please please please please please please give me Tanglewreck.

panu said...

you will get it.