A Liar's Guide to the Dreams..

In the dead of the night, the dreams come in one by one. They cling to you with soft acceptance, and they know it all..

These are the dreams which leave a note of remembrance. They cling to our tongues like a bittersweet delight.

They feel familiar, though their flavour melts in the mouth... and taste distinctly unusual.


March 26, 2008



"Sometimes we love people so much that we have to be numb to it cause if we actually felt it, it would kill us. That doesn't make you a bad person. It just means your hearts too big."

- R.C. Boys


It just hurts sometimes and you don't know why. This itch that becomes a raw scraping wound. So you put ice on it and wait for it to die down. It doesn't hurt then. But you know. You just know when the ice melts and its back again.

I can't stop loving, but. I tried. Truly I did. But I can't. So this here is my state. I am.

17 comments:

Macadamia The Nut said...

Hang in there girlfriend! It can only get better from here... sigh!
*hugs*

panu said...

yeah... right. Nyaah i knw its not gettin better. If anything, it is getting worse.

Tina said...

GOin thru hardship eh..well yeahh i can understand wat u facing...i have been thr...well wat keeps me goin is my faith n god..hang in thr and everytin will be aite

Cheers
Tee

kanika said...

nice post abt love ...read mine too

panu said...

thank you to both. Kanika, i read your post.

Alok said...

and believe me it works for the word "LOVE" .. irrespective of who it is .. totally wid ya on this


Alok

Macadamia The Nut said...

Read this again in a year or two.
It will just be a sick memory...

panu said...

alok - :)

mdn - it will be a memory. Love is not love that alters when alteration finds...

Phoenix speaks.... said...

shit!! This is the exact emotion that I was feeling for the past few days!! But I could never ever have expressed it so beautifully.Truly heartfelt.

little boxes said...

i will quote something from a comment someone made to one of my posts...
"things have this way of looking up when they hit the bottom."
its amazing how people who have never met can think the same way...the emotions expressed in this post has been plaguing me for quite sometime now.
take care :)

Justanotherblogger said...

hi, i was just blog hopping along and came across your blog. Just have to tell you, nice blog! =) And yes, pain is there, but to a certain extent pain is what makes it feel so good to be happy. Cheers :-)

EmmaK said...

don't ever stop loving! Emotional pain can't kill you...well I hope it can't. But what I mean is, you can never love enough. And sooner or later the intensity will go away and it will become manageable.

panu said...

Phoenix = Ki je boli... its all good now.

little boxes = "and we all live the same..."

Justanotherblogger = thankyou thankyou. do keep visiting. :D

emmak = i wont. I wont, i promise. i know what you say and it will happen. But slowly.

:: Clouds :: said...

This itch that becomes a raw scraping wound. So you put ice on it and wait for it to die down. It doesn't hurt then. But you know. You just know when the ice melts and its back again.

** hugs **

panu said...

:))

Heathcliff Ranting... said...

come and stay with me..for one month.

i shall heal you... from inside.

panu said...

I wish.