More than that. Its been a year and more.
And I admit it, I fell for You. You were everything I ever dreamed of.
But then, I could not match the real You. I could not. I tried to find You but I failed. I tried to find You in so many men but I failed. Because You are in my mind, in my soul, in my heart. Heart of my heart, You remain inside, and I have been looking for You everywhere.
I am stupid.
But now I know. I know that You will never come. Because You are already there. Deep inside me. You are there for eternity because You are immutable. A concept.
I shall let you rest. You are there, I know. Let me move on. Because I have realized that You were something I created. You were a myth.
You........ were a dream.
Now I shall wake.
Come to me.
"And I was desolate and sick of an old passion...."
It hurts to breathe. But I need it to live. And I shall.